i thought about you a lot today.

 Since 80% of the place i work at has Mexican workers and can’t really speak English, this one lady today she didn’t know my name, and she gave me a nickname. She called me “Patient Prince” Because I’m one of thee nicest workers there.

Ooh how I wish I could lay next to you.

plus i already got promoted and will be getting paid more just because i can read and speak English. The new promotion is way easier than what I’m doing now.

I’m slowly getting use to working at that place. It’s really cold and pretty damn gross. But I’m getting so many more hours then my last job, with good overtime, so my paychecks will be great. Save up a few, and soon I’ll have a better car and moved out working someplace better with more pay, then i can go back into school so i can support it.

Life sucks when you are grown up sometimes. But it’s good to

I feel so alone right now more then ever..

So tired. I wish I could sleep.

I’m getting high and hopefully today will be over.

Today fucking sucks. In the worst mood, i look and feel like shit. kill me